Just think of something happy and say your last goodbyes then bury him/her. I have two kittens myself, Tango and Romeo. They're both boys, anyway not cat lives forever. I'm sorry to hear about that. Just think every time a cat dies, a new one is born. It's life, I can tell it's especially hard about a cat or a dog, they really feel like part of the family. I had a hamster that died in about three weeks, whereas I had a rabbit which lived for two years, I cried for two years on. I still cry now! My point is spend all the time you need crying, it helps get things off your chest, I hope I was a good support.
Cat lover X x x x
Cat lover X x x x